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The
truth? I tried as hard as I could. I took
as much as I could take.
I put up with
all I could and it still
wasn't enough.
Tell me
that you're not okay and
that you
need me all along.
I've gotta say something, cause I don'tthink
I've
made it clear. I'm
in love with you. powerfully,
painfully, in love. the things you do.. the way you think..
the way you move.. I get excited everytime I'm
about to see you. you make me feel like I've never
felt before
in my life. I just thought you might
want to know.
I need you to trust me, and believe me when
I tell you that my heart is with you.
I wish I knew what you think
about when you're so quiet.
we argue. we say things we dont mean. were alwaysfighting
over
the smallestlittle things.
but i still love you & you still love
me <3
& it just happened no discussion needed.
We just both knew that very moment we wanted to be together.
I just want to show you how much
I want you and need
you, &
how nothing else matters.
unlike her, i was there
for you through the tough times,
when you actually neededa best friend. maybe it doesnt
mean anything to you anymore, maybe it never
did. but
it meant a
lot to me, you
mean a lot to me & you still do
I dont know. I dont want it to be like this.I hate this. I hate the way
you've made me feel and I'm sick of pretending that it doesn't hurt me because it does.
i want a guy who saves my
texts
just to look
at them when he misses me
I can tell by your tears
that
you're going to remember it all
shut the hell up.
you are worth it. you're worth every
guy in that god damn school. but
you don't
see that. i'm here trying to tell you that you
are, but you won't listen.
You aren't thinking
about me at all. My eyes are holding back tears, my pride won't let you see me act a
fool. I'll be damned if I let you know that I still feel something for you.
you`ve gotta ask
yourself
just one question ;;
do you really love him?
or just the idea of him?
& in the end ; love has nothing to do with how big your engagment ring
is, or how many
roses he gets you on valentines day or even how many times he says i love you in a day. All it really comes down to is that he listens
to you about your dream wedding & he buys you roses "just because."
& even if he only does say it a few times, when he
says i love you that
you can tell in his eyes that he means forever.
you'll never find the right
person,
if you neverlet go of the wrong
one.
if you're going to pressure me to do something,
im going to do the opposite.
so if you tell me to
get
skinny, im probably going to get fat just to piss you off
one day your going to wake up
and realize how much you care about her. and when
that day comes she'll be waking up next
to the guy who already knew
To tell you the truth, I wish
I could move on.
I wish I could forget our past & be able to let go.
it's funny how it all works out sometimes.
how the ones who love you the most end up
breaking you the worst.
the ultimate test of a relationship
is to argue but still hold hands
the best friends
are the ones you don't have to talk to everyday, who understand why you didn't take their
advice
to not call him or why you keep going back to him after he breaks
your heart, the ones who call you at 4 AM to let you know they're drunk,
who listen when they've heard the same
story a thousand times, the ones who call just to say hi,
and whether you're dancing on
the table or passed out drunk, they'll turn and say, "hell yeah, that's my best
friend"
You get to her. you make her cry
late at night. you make her scream
at the top of her lungs. you make
her second guesseverything you say. but she's not about
to admit it
to you. her pride is too strong. but
really, would it matter anyways?
I love you, and I probably
always will.
But, we go days without having a meaningful conversation.
&& I used to miss you so much when that happened,
but it never seemed like you missed me,
&& I guess because of it I stopped missing you
I`m not sure what I`m thinking at this point. On
one hand, i still care about you so much. I really
do love you and I want things to be okay .. On the other hand, I don`t think
we`re really meant to be after all. things were
always so hard for us and you never seemed to care
as much as I did. But maybe there`s a chance it could still work out ..
maybe if I just tried a little
harder it could happen
just the way I wanted it to .. I
know I should just end
this right now, but i can`t live with the uncertainty.
You were the one
who sat through nights, you held
me tight and made sure I'm okay and I thank you for the love you
gave to me.
So tell me what your secret is to letting go,
letting go like you did
I wish I could pinpoint somewhere on my calendar,
on the exact date, exact hour, exact minute, exact second
where I screwed up everything we could have had together
What
makes you stay when your world
falls apart? What makes you try one more time,
when it's not in your heart?
At the end of your rope, when you can't find any hope,
you still look at him and say, "I just can't walk away."
Tell me, what makes you stay?
it hit me all at once.
The pain. The anguish.
The horror. The hatred.
Most people cry, I couldn't.
Most people break down, I wouldn't.
I did the only thing I knew how to do, I shut myself down completely.
And in that moment I reached my ultimate goal; I didn't feel a thing.
i'd give anything,
but i wontgive up.
I'm not going to stress over you anymore. It isn't worth it. I tried to
work something out, but you just ignored it. I'm not trying to say I
don't want you because I definitely do. All I'm saying is I'm done chasing
after you
How that kid made her smile
from across the country is beyond me.
No! You just don't
get it, do you?
When you love someone,
you can't just be friends.
It doesn't work like that.
the other day,
i wasn't storming off in anger,
i just didn't want you to see
me drive away with tears in my face
Sometimes a person has to let go because their heart is just
too tired
of holding on.
Cause I'm fighting like hell for you,
and I don't plan on giving up.
All I want is for me and you to be
the way we used to be.
You're letting her think you're emotionally
available. You're
letting her think she has a chance.
And there is nothing worse in the world than
thinking you have a chance, when
you really don't.
I'm not
afraid to piss you off anymore. You mean the world
to me & you know that,
but in order for this to work we've got to be honest with each other, no
matter what that
means.
i want to be the girl he's scared to lose.
She fell asleep on her pillow, crying softly;
she needed him, she needed him terribly.
she couldn't
deny the fact that when his eyes met hers, her knees still got weak.
Admit it. We flirt with each other. We have
so much fun with each other. We laugh
with each other and we even try to be with
each other. And I believe that we secretlylove each
other. But how come when I think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me, it feels like you aren't?
So maybe you do still cry over him. Maybe it still kills you inside
when you see him with that other girl. But you know, the truth is, he's the
one that's going to be dying inside,
because sooner or later he's gonna realize that he missed out.
You're no longer my last phone call or text
message, no longer my last kiss, and
no longer the last person i slept with. Yet
somehow, you're still the first thing
on my mind.
look, I guarantee
that we'll have tough times.
and I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us
will want
to get out of this thing. but I also guarantee
that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret
it for
the rest of my life. because I know in my heart,
you're the only one for me.
She felt the urge to scream, but her cry got
caught in her throat.
She wanted to cry, to
show him how much he hurt her,
but the tears wouldn't fall. She needed
to end this,
but the words couldn't come out. She wasn't
strong enough.
She wasn't ready to
let him go.
if it reallydidn't matter,
you wouldn't be
spending so much time thinking about
it.
Our
mixed signals
and second thoughts are killing us both
But we're both too stubborn
to admit our real feelings for each other
We're bothafraid
of rejection <|3.
Maybe I fell too fast
Maybe I pushed you away
Now you're
gone and I'm
afraid
that you're never coming back this way again
He
reached for her hand.
"I don't want to lose you."
His voice was almost in a whisper.
She could feel the tears again,
& she fought them back.
"But you don't want to keep
me either, do you?"
To that, he had no response.
I
lied my face off when I said I'd be okay.
It's never okay when you go away.
It's
been exactly a year.
I mean
it when I say you brought the happiest
days of my life. So much has happened since then & we've both
moved on, but still;
I'll remember to love because you
taught me how.
i`M
SORRY iF i EVER HURT YOU
..
i`LL MAKE iT UP TO YOU; i SWEAR. <3
Don't
even botheranymore..she can see right
through your lies.
I
hide a broken heart
behind a laughing face, and even though I said I was over
you, no one
will ever
take your place.
I
used to be a strong
girl. But a lot has changed,
a lot
has happened, and I've had to deal with so much more than any person should ever have
to go through, and you know something? I finallybroke. Everything around me crashed,
and I fell right
with it. I'm not that stronganymore..I
can't handle this
anymore.
All
I wanted was for him to ask what was wrong.
For him to care about how I felt. For him to hug me and to hold me.
And promiseeverything
would be okay.
I need him tonight..but
he's nothere.
He always has a way
of never
being there.
Promises
are just excuses to
lie.
You're not a mess
You're in love
keep your head up because there are people who would kill to see you fall
& of course i try to resist you but
sometimes i know
that's completely
impossible.
i knew the things youu said were lies.
but i didn`t know youu could say them
and look me straight in the eye.
Even after what you did
to me, I'd run to you in a heartbeat,
because I believe we'd be that perfect
if it`s real, if it`s true
love, then it will always be there. you can pretend it`s
gone and even move on, but that
love, it`s still there, in the depths of your mind. sometimes a single
object or song triggers it all, and you`re right back where you started, in the arms of the one
you love <3
do you realize what you are to me?
what you're always
gonna be?
you're the love of my life.
everyone else will always be second best.
there will never be another you.
I guess I'm stupid for believing your lies. I just wanted so badly
to mean something
to you. I convinced myself that they were true, but now I see
what they were really said for.
I hate myself for being so stupid. I hate myself for wanting someone from you that you couldn't
give me. I hope you're happy..I
hate
myself inside.
THEY`LL lO0K AT
EACH
0THER, EXCHANGiNGGlANCES, BUT N0T
TAlKiNG T0 0NE AN0THER
BECAUSE
THEY`RE
AFRAiD 0F TAKiNG CHANCES.
I gave you my heart and that's all I can give you..and if that's not enough,
then I'mnot enough.
On the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him. Her reply was "I don't miss you..I miss
the guy who called me every
second he could. Who sat at home on Saturday nights, when we couldn't be together, thinking of me.
The guy who came to my house afterevery fight. The guy who told me I looked
like a star. That's the guy I miss. How could I miss you?...I don'tevenknow
you anymore.
You walk away, I’ll walk away.
First tell me which road you will take. I don’t want to risk our paths crossing someday.
So you walk that way, I’ll walk this
way.
You let go so now its my turn.
I can accept that, but when I find happiness, don't decide you love me.
oh boo hoo.
you have a sob story. we all have a sob story. don't think you're special,
or different because you're
hurting.
here's a secret, we're all hurting.
Well I don't know where I'll go now,
and I don't really care who follows me there.
Would I say we have a history? No.
That implies that there was something worth remembering.
see, all it was, was a delusional girl,
&& a boy who couldn't bring himself to give a damn.
Now that it's over you can't hurt me,
Now that it's over you can't bring me down.
I don't care if it'll hurt
me or break my heart;
just tell me the truth; I don't care.
He said something
that made her genuinely laugh.
He smiled & said, "I knew
I could still do that."
There's no
reason to breakup. All those unreasonable
excuses; why break up when
you know you still
have feelings
for that
person? You're just hurting
yourself &
the
person you love. You know
you still feel for
them, yet you won't admit it. You don't love
them anymore, you say? Well then letgo.
Why can't you let go? Stop noticing what they
do or say all
the time, quit glancing over when
they're around, stop thinking
back to things that
they said to you or done with you. Cant? That's
when you know
you're not over them completely
yet. You try to keep yourself busy with homework &
try talking to other
people, but does it really
work? If not,
you're either stupid or
you're dumb.
Why? Obviously you still have feelings for them.
Let someone
know when you care about
them;
tell them if you love them. Tell them if you miss them.
Chances don't come
to you; you go find them. Trust &
believe. If you think you have feelings
for them, trust
your feelings & believe you do, because you do.
& you ask why I haven't talked
to you,
well maybe it's because you're slowing pushing
me out of your life. At least I can say that
I'm glad you're finally noticing.
I don't need you to stop. I only need you to understand.
I'm still young,
I've got plenty more boys to see;
and many more girls to piss off.
Why do you have to push me so hard?
You're pushing me away.
I ask, please don't do this to me,
but you're doing it anyway.
It's 3:15 AMand you're in her bed thinking about how you fucked up. You know I'll find out, so
stop worrying.
You just lost all you ever had.
I should've listened to
everyone when they told me that I`d get hurt. I don`t know why I always let myself care so
much for people
who
just don`t give a crap
about me. but that can`t be true. I know it can`t.
I know
I had to
have meant something
to him
i think you can do much
better than me.
after all the lies that i made you believe.
It’s so weird, &
confusing that when I say I don’t know what to do,
I really mean it. One
minute you’re making me laugh out loud, like no other
guy can, &
the
next I just want to get up & leave cause you piss me off
so much.
Here's to being lied
to. To being walked on, used, promised something, & fed bullshit. Here's to
seeing the best in him; not
believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out
to be. Here's to trusting
over &
over &
over again because you really wanted to believe that what he
did
was a mistake,
that he's changed. He won't
change. The way he is&was is the way he will always be. If he lies
to you, he doesn't feel you are good
enough to hear the truth. If he plays you, you don't mean enough
to him for him to be with just you. Breaking a promise means he is okay with
disappointing
you. He knows what
he is doing when he is doing it. He knows what will hurt you & he does it anyway.
As much as he says he
does, he doesn't really care about you. Here's to him saying
he's sorry. With him,
it's one of those words that is said so many times; it doesn't even sound like a word
anymore. The only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his lie. Excuses mean nothing;
nothing he could possibly
come up with could fix what he did. Now take this as a lesson
learned:
let him go &
move the fuck on with your life!
i dont want you to love me
anymore.
Giving up on you is probably
the easiest thing for me to do right now.
I wish I would've asked you to stay.
Have you ever really cried for someone
more than you wanted to?
Have you ever tried to love him
in
spite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him, even though
he's whispering someone else;s name?
I can't be with someone who has doubts,
no matter how small they are,
I need someone who wants to
be with me
as much as I want to be with them,
I don't want just part of your
heart, I want all of it,
& you can't promise me that.
Truth is, sometimes you scare the shit out of me. You
make me feel as if I'm not alone,yet
I know any minute you have the ability to rip that feeling from me.
Truth is, I love you and that in itself
is scary enough.
I thought about you today,
& for the first time it wasn't
about the past, or the lies,
it wasn't about the hurt,
or the tears,
it wasn't about my broken heart, or what I used to wish the future would be, it was about the end
to all of that, and the beginning
of a friendship,
so, I don't know why people
say love never
ends in friendship because mine
for you has..
Anyone can give up.
It's the easiest thing in the
world to do.
But to hold it together
when everyone else would
understand if you fell apart,
that's true strength
I know it hurts. I know that. But if you give up now,
you may be missing something greater then you could have imagined. And no one wants to miss
something that will change their lifeforever. Just keep
holding on,
and I promise it'll get better.
i messed up. but that's what i do;; it's in ((my blood)) my
life is so fucked up and when i get something that can
classify as "normal" i mess it up. i never meant to hurt
you;; you're the only good thing i have but i ||had|| to mess
it up cuz if my life wasn't a
mess then it wouldn't be mine
Remember,
when you start to miss me
youre the one who let me go..
and yelled in my face that
you never wanted me back.
i did my crying.
its time for yours.
Everyone looks at me different now. It's like i have a sign on my back
saying "Fragile, handle with care. She might try to kill herself
again".
Time and time again I forgave you. I've forgiven you for the things
that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for. And here you are, still
hurting me..but I still forgive you each time.
&& When you forget her..don't you dare remember me.
He said "Without her, life feels like a bad dream... And I can't
wait to wake up."
Watching them together is like a car crash. You really don't wanna
look, but you just can't stop staring.
I never wanted anybody more than i wanted you. The only thing i really
loved was hurting you.
if i promise not to cry, can you do me a favour?
for the first time in your life, look me in the eyes
`'& tell me exactly how you feel. <3
he put me through hell
and he knows it
that's why he can't
look me in the eyes
like he used to
They're the perfect couple:
He lies, and she believes
I know
you're sorry;
I just don't know if that's good
enough anymore.
I should hate
him for the way he's treating me.
Except that I don't. I wish I did. I wish I could.
Maybe that's what real love is.
Not hating
someone when you have every reason to...
am i just fucked up?
cause i can't remember the last time any of this made sense.
Don't hold this
against me. I've already said I'm sorry. And I bet you've got every word I said
memorized in your head, and you'll use every one of them against me.
You're just the
boy who's
had too many chances.
And I'm the girl who's
willing to try one more time
Just because
I finally got over you,
doesn't mean there aren't days when
it all just comes rushing back.
You don't know
me like you used to.
you stopped listening to me the moment I needed you the most.
I didn't realize
it until you left, that you
were a part of me,
& a huge part too.
So, when you walked out of my life, I lost myself, but you lost nothing.
To me, you were worth
the fight
but I wasn't going to fight forever
So this is how
it'll always be;
you'll be with her while saying you
love me.
I hate how awkward it is between me and you.
its okay not to be finesometimes
after all we`ve been
through, we have nothing to say
Friend: I
feel bad for you Her: Why?
Friend: Because you're not mad. You want to be, but you just can't. And
when you talk about him, your eyes still sparkle.
What I don't
understand is how
a person can tell you so many lies and never feel bad about it
so why should i
take your hand when you can't promise happy
endings?
I guess I just
got tired of always
being the last thing on your
mind.
&& i cant even count on my fingers how many
people have given me the your better off without him speech. still i dont
understand how being like this is considered being better off. ya know i havnt slept good in weeks. eaten in
days. i havnt thought of anything besides you. if this is what being
better off is all about, then yeah ive never been better
I'm never going to
be good enough for you. Thanks for making that clear.
She's getting to you.
You're finding out that you don't like being without her. You're feeling exactly how she
did.
He reached for her hand. "I dont want to lose you."
His voice was almost in a whisper. She
could feel the tears again, yet she fought them back.
"But you dont want to keep
me either, do you?"
To that, he had no response.
So that is it I'm shutting my doors and putting my walls back up I'm closing my curtains and removing the welcome mat I'm
blocking everything out again, because it's so much easier than
feeling something.
A tear fell gently down her face
Everyone could see the hurt feeling in her eyes
He couldn't even look at her when he spoke
He knew he really messed up
All he could do was apologize, over and over again
This time she wasn't okay
She doesn't want to loose him
& he feels that she deserves better
He just keeps trying but all the while her heart is dying The boy she loves just keeps on lying
I hate the fact
that I have to leave.
But I know if I don't, I never
will it's time to move on,
I have to move on.
I pretended
to forget the night you last kissed
me
But lets be honest, how could I forget?
your text
messages still fill
my inbox.
I haven't got the strength to delete them yet.
I don't want to forget how thingsused to be.
Im not afraid of what I feel.
Im afraid of what you dont.
if anyone can make it; I'm
betting on you and me
Absence doesn't
always make the heart grow fonder.
Sometimes, it just reminds you that you're incrediblylonely.
Sometimes we just need to get out,
get away &momentarily
forget everything
in order to realize
that what we have
really isn't all that bad.
I get so frustrated with you sometimes that I
just want to give up completely. I just want to say, "Forget it,"
and walk away. But it's so much more complicated than that. I know that if I
end it now, I will constantly be reminded of what we once had and how
much I love you. And frankly, I don't think I can handle that.
I don't want you to be better off without me.
Part of me just
wants to find the
right words to hurt you.
the same way you hurt me.
You may have
created my past,
and fucked up my present, but
you have no control over my future
You know what
would really make me happy? If everyone would STOP telling me they understand
how I feel.
It doesnt take all
the gifts & money to make me happy...it just takes you.
My head says that
I know I love you, but my heart is just such a mess.
You & me - we
just dont fit.
But for now - I dont mind.
Why do you want to
know the truth so bad?
Its like you are just begging for me to hurt you.
Its like you crave the pain.
I dont think you know how to live without it.
Look at you
sleeping there; I couldn't love anyone
or anything more.
I'm not wasting
any more time on what you did and what you didn't.
I could let it get
to me just like it gets to you,
but I think I'll leave it in the past. You can't blame me for giving up so
fast.
We're not friends, friends don't
look at each other that way.
and
do you honestly
think
that anyone
else is on my mind
when i listen to that song?
I'm not the only
one for you
but you're the only one for me.
It's not that I don't love you, It's just I don't love you like I did
before...before you hurt me
admit it ; Y0U 0NLY WANT
ME
WHEN Y0UCAN'T GET HER.
when you lovesomeone
there's nothing you
can do.
you can no longer
control your heart, -- it controls [ y o u ]
What do
you want me to
say; we can be friends? You don't get it. When you really love someone you can't just be their friend. And I don't want half of you.
You
walked away from the one person who never left your side.
don't worry about me.
my heart's not broken anymore.
you should be worrying about yourself.
because, as far as i can see,
you're still an asshole.
and i guess this is
what you call: hitting rock bottom.
he would never understand her.
and she would never trust him.
two kids with a common interest;
they loved eachother.
but they were just so scared.
I really missed you tonight. I miss talking to you.
Knowing that you get me.
And every time I talk to someone else, it
just reminds me of how much they don't.
He said, "I didn't mean to
hurt..."
But before he could finish I replied with,
"I didn't mean to fall in
love either, ...but we all make
mistakes."
wow.
talk about surprise.
that was the last thing
I expected
Being without you takes
a lot of getting used to. I
should learn to live with it, but i don't want to.
do you ever wonder
where we'd
be right now how things might be different
if we'd worked it out
somehow?
When someone's gone
from you life for a really long time,
you start to forget stuff about them. Like, you forget what their voice
sounded like, and how they
loved you so much,
and how everything you did was completely okay with them. -Party of Five
One of the worst feelings in the
world is saying "I love you more"
& knowing your right
I don't want you to be better off without me.
Have you ever
felt like your can't ever
be good enough for the next
guy.
because you gaveeverything you had,
to the one who broke your heart.
Bad things are always going to happen
in life. People
will hurt you. But you
cant use that as an excuse to hurtsomeoneback. You'll only hurt yourself.
We runback
to each other when it`s convenient. We know that intheend,
we`re meant for eachother
but not for rightnow. So we play these games,
act like we`re okay when one of us has someoneelse. When in reality
it tearsusapart to know that we can
behappy with someoneelse. But it`s that slighthope that we will enduptogether that always
keeps us runningback for more
You jump, I
jump,
remember?
I can't turn away not knowing you're okay.
just because
people do horrible things
doesn't mean they're horrible people.
No one tells me
he's not worth it..
because they all know
he is.
If you think
missing me is hard,
you should try missing you.
I've got the
strongest intention of doing you in.
I'm going to wipe off your smart ass grin.
you don'tneed to say a word. i need
to tell you something. this here
may make
or break me. i still care
about you, i never
stopped. so please, don't leave
me here."
What do you want
me to say; we can be friends? You
don't get it. When you really love someone you can't
just be their friend. And I don't want half of you.
when he realizes
he made a mistake
and tries calling you girl, you better turn off that phone.
Whenever you see
me,
Don't even speak,
I'll never forget.
What you did to me.
be honest;
if i told you how i felt,
would it actually change the way you feel?
Don't you dare
tell me i am the reason we are here
I spend enough sleepless nights in this bed
to know this isn't just all in my head.
she finally admited it; she fell hard for you.
harder than
she`sever fallen in her
whole life.
every girl should
have a guy likeyou ; someone so sweet that there's nothing
he won't do to make you smile &
brighten up your day like call you
up
just to see if your okay ..
we flirt
all the time, i just dont know
if you are really interested, or
if
you are just playing games </3
i gave you a second
chance,
well more like hundreds of secondchances.
because i dont give up on the
people i love,
so please dont give up on me.
just a little
advice.. don't play games with a girl that
can play them better.
and worst of all...
you [knew] exactly what you were doing
you [knew] you were hurting us.
Do we
really have to wonder what happened?
You're a boy, she's a slutt. Case closed.
you hurt me, you
hurt us all.
why cant you see it?
all you did was walk away
knowing everything wasn't okay.
if you want
me, then fight for me
because i'm done fighting like hell for you.
I still believe
someday you and me will find ourselves in love again.
If there's one spark of hope left in my grasp
I'll be holding it with both hands.
It's worth the risk of burning to have a second chance.
When he was with
you, he was really with you.
He looked you straight in the eye & listened
as if you were the only person in the world.
it's almost like
you wanted
to be hated.
Don't tell me
you're sorry.
I'm so passed the things you say,
that you don't mean. And I mean it
when I say, don't ever talk to me again.
You hurt me. You deliberately hurt me.
Put yourself in my shoes.
Everybody I
thought I cared about lied to me. What else is
there to talk about?
Before you tell me
you love me again... go take some acting classes.
We still have
unfinished business.
I still love you.
I dont want to
feel like this,
but I'm so tired of missing you.
Because one day,
when the time is right,
I'm gonna tell him how he drove me right into your arms.
And that's gonna kill him.
He was different.
He never said "I want to be friends."
After he said goodbye, it was like he
knew,
he knew that he had broken my heart bad enough
when he saw my tears fall. He
knew me well enough
that he just knew what to say. And when he
spoke, he looked me in the eyes and said,
"I hope you talk to me again someday."
its hard
to get over people,
i mean really get over them.
you can start to have feelings
for otherpeople,
but it doesnt
mean youre over them. it just
means youre moving on.
I should hate him for the way he's
treating me.
Except that I don't. I wish I did. I wish I could.
Maybe that's what real love is. Not hating
someone when you have every
reason to...
You have no right to say a single word
about me, my choices, or my past.
Cause you weren`tthere.
You didn`t get your heart
broken.
You didn`t watch him bounce
right back.
Don't you dare tell me I am the reason we
are here,
I've spent enough sleepless nights in this bed,
To know this isn't just all in my head.
And don't you say that i'm ruining what we've made,
We know enough to know we're both to blame.
It's like your leaving, but you
don't know the way.
Hey,
I miss everything we used to be, just so you know.
You know you really love someone when You don't hate them for breaking
your heart.
Let's be honest. Sometimes there is nothing harder
in life than being happy for somebody else.
-sex and the city
So here's to giving up.
Because it's the fastest road to healing,
even if it isn't exactly the smartest
i'm weird with relationships.
i think i know what i want, then i run.
i think i run because i'm scared;;
scared that i might get hurt.
i don't want you to know where i am
cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever
been.
Admit it. She’s getting to you.
You’re finding out that you don't like being without her
I love the way you make me smile, No one's been able to do that in a long time.
I lost her so much
sooner than I ever
would've guessed
so much sooner than I thought I could be okay with
and it wasn't okay, it still isn't. But
I know that she couldn't
stay
for a reason. And although I'll never fully understand,
i'll be alright, knowing it's part of a bigger
plan.
Do you love
me because it is convenient&safe
or is it because you reallytruly love me?
Sometimes, between
people,
it takes a long time to get over the disappointment they
can cause each other. [GraceHappens by JanMCzech]
You're easy, he's
desperate. Have fun with that.
It's 2:27amand i'm calling you.
I've been upset all night and
you're the only one
who gets it. I know i'm not the greatest person
in the world, and i don't
deserve someone as great as you; but i love you, my best friend.
She said "If
we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
The one thing
I'm scared most about right now
is that I'll lose the one thing that makes my heart skip a beat every second of the day. Having
him there to hug, to hold
& to kiss makes everything seem so perfect. He's the one who makes me want to wake up
in the morning, makes me feel
like going to school& to stay awake at night. I smile & laugh every second I'm
with him & it feels like time just stops when he's there with me. I cherish the time I spend with him now because whoknows
if something would ever happen to break us apart. All I really want is him to be with me for
me, not for something more. This
is the first time I feel that I can't
screw this up because if I do, I know he'll just leave & I'm not
letting this one go because he's real, the one that understands me out of every guy
out there that I've ever met or known. I'm scared to get hurt again, too many tears
lost, too much time wasted. I hope
that he's the boy that's going to be there for me, always. The
one who actually keeps his word
&promises.
I just need to
know if it's possible for two
people to stay happy together forever.
Seeing him was
like hearing an old song come on the radio; bringing
up so many old feelings
& memories
that you can't tune them out.
We've been fighting
constantly, & you've been trying to find a solution to save us, to
make me believe that there could be a you
& me. But then I realized, you can't find a solution.
Because there isn't one. There's nothing
you can do to win me back. You've hurt
me too many times & missed too many chances.
more than anything i want to be with you
but i know that more than anything, i need to get over
you. </3
You hit me with the truth
but honestly I think a bus would have hurt less.
i refuse to pine over you anymore.
yes, i still care. to be honest,
i think i'll always care.
but life's too short,
and i'm going to do my best to be happy,
even without you.
I ran away because
I was afraid that you'd be everything.
I know it’s not
how it used to be but, I’m not even good at being me anymore.
I've given up on so many
things,
please don't ask me to give up on you.
I don't
think you fall out of love
with someone
until you fall in love with someone else. [
Cloe -
Undiscovered ]
Yeah, but that's
just it. I mean, the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people, you
know? The nice guys who are right for you, they never make your stomach queasy.
Sometimes pain
becomes such a big part of your life that you expect it to always be there,
because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.
Hating each other
is killing us both, but we're too stubborn to apologize.
Don't censor the tears, be honest.
Are you happy?
"being able
to survive it, doesn't mean it was ever okay."
i hope you're
doing fine without me,
because i'm not doing too good without you.
I think the hardest
part about this situation is that neither of us know
what`s going on. Neither of us knows what each other is
thinking & we`re both trying to make decisions
based on information we don`t know.